Saturday, November 17, 2007
Yay!! Internet connection!
I miss knitting, I haven't pick up the needles for weeks and I can't wait to start, as soon as I find something interesting. I am thinking of knitting another pair of socks. Well, we'll see. Moving is always hectic and a lot of extra spending. So I am trying not to swipe my cc unless I really really really need it. So yarn has to come after the cleaning supplies and food. And floor lamp, yes I need some light in the apartment.
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Complains
Oh well, life throws me a curve ball, or a lot of curve balls everystep of my way and I tackle each and everyone with patience and constructive solutions. I just have to keep it to myself.
Progress: Everything on schedule and many unforeseen life little challenges coming this way.
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Hellish Customer Service
I have been trying to subscribe to broadband internet and cable tv and this is what happened to me yesterday and today.
YESTERDAY, this guy Gary from allconnect.com called and I was in line at local McDonalds....
GARY: We have a package deal for our new customers from Charter. For charter cable tv and high speed internet we are offering you is $79.99 and if you confirm now I can lock the rate in for you till.....
ME THINKING: The package through charter.com is only $69.98....
ME: Hmm... can you send me the information to my email?
GARY: No maam, we don't have email service.
ME: Well, I can't decide now, I am outside.
GARY: I don't see how you being outside and not make a decision...
ME: (Getting pissed off) I don't want to decide.
GARY: OK, that I can accept, why don't you make a decision later and then call back. CLICK.
ME: (REALLY PISSED OFF)
Yesterday night I found a deal that offers free cable modem and $100 cash back and I subscribed.
TODAY at 2.10pm, charter called to confirm service subscriptions and to set up installation time.
Girl 1 (2.10pm-2.20pm) : (Routine introductory speech, confirming name and address.... ) Maam, my system seems to show that your address is not serviceable, but the rest of your apartment complex is.
ME: What? Why?
Girl 1 (2.20pm - 2.30pm): I don't know but you can call our service availability desk and they can help you.
Me: Thank you.
(Called 1-877 number for service availability desk and explaining the purpose of call)
Girl 2 (2.30pm - 2.40pm): Oh I can certainly help you with that, they could have transfer you to us but nevermind I will take care of you. ..... All right seems like someone did something funny in that apartment and that's why the service was blocked there. But I can set up your connections and you are all ready now. I will transfer you to set up installation appointment...
Me: Thank you
Girl 3 (2.40pm-2.50pm): Thank you for holding... now let's verify your name and address and your ssn, and let's verify your package, and let's verify the connectivity at your apartment, let's set up a time.....
Me: (answering all the questions and getting tired of holding the phone and thank god finally done) Thank you.
TODAY at 6.00pm I received a voicemall from charter. I called back the 1877 number provided.
ME: Hi, I got a call from someone someone regarding my high speed subscription. Can you check why she called?
Guy 1: Certainly. (10mins later.... maam, I don't see anything on your record, and your name is not associated with this address)
ME: What??? I just spent more than 40mins this afternoon getting this straight!!!
Guy 1: I don't what to tell you but I am not seeing anything.... but let me have your ssn and I can set up your subscription now. (after 10mins) Maam, your apartment is not in our service area.
ME (Getting really frustrated): Look, I have gone through this in the afternoon and now you are telling me the same thing, is there someone that I can talk to to get this straight?
Guy 1: Do you want to speak to my supervisor? He can maybe help you..
ME: Yes, please.
(10mins)
Guy 2: Maam, you can't have internet in your apartment.
Me (PISSED OFF): WHAT? WHY? My neighbor has internet connection, why not this apartment?
Guy 2 (Getting louder and ruder): I don't know why. But you can't have internet. You can have the cable tv. You can either sign up with this this this package... tv and telephone.. but no internet.
(Me thinking.. is this guy an idiot or what? high speed internet comes through tv cable)
ME: (Give up and realize I can't deal with stupid people anymore): OK, I can't decide now. I will call you back. Thanks.
(Hung up)(Cell phone ring 1 second later, customer service from charter)
Girl 4: (Routine message) Thank you for your subscription. Just to verify that you have placed the order.
ME (Getting dumber by the second): Yes
Girl 4: Thank you very much and you have a nice day.
ME: WAIT!!! I just hung up with your customer service and they said I can't have internet.
Girl 4: That's strange, my system showed you have an installation appointment set up for next week.
ME: That's what I thought.
Girl 4: You can call our 1888 number and they will verify for you.
ME: Thank you.
Called 1888 (oh..what the hell... I have already this far in the stupid kingdom)
Girl 5: Thank you for calling... routine stuff...
ME: Hi I am calling to verify if I can have service at this address because your 1877 people said I cannot.
Girl 5: Sure... give me a min to pull up your subscription... (after 2 mins) yes, you can have service in your apartment, its all set up and in fact your apartment complex is all set up to have cable service.
ME: Are you sure??? This guys I spoke with said I can't.
Girl 5: Yes I am sure. And yes your apartment can have the internet service. You have this package, and your installation appointment is next week this time. I don't know why they tell you something different.
ME: Are you sure??? Do you mean that the installation appointment is still on?
Girl 5: Yes I am sure, and yes you can have internet.
ME: Sorry, I just wanted to make sure, I am losing my voice talking to those guys. Is there any confirmation on it?
Girl 5: There will be a reminder call the day before the installation appointment.
ME (THANK GOD): Thank you.
Hung up, left office at 7.00pm with no voice and uncertainty about charter operations and a strong urge to call AT&T dsl.
If everyone have a quota of how much crap they can take from rude, uninformed, and plain couldn't care less customer service I think I have just fulfilled mine for a year. But then again, I might be wrong. Nothing is set in stone until the cable guy shows up and I am browsing my own internet. And things can and will possibly goes shitty afterwards...
Of course I have also spoke with some really friendly and competent customer service and a big gratitude to the ones that have made my calls easier.
So Much So Little Time
My life has change 360 since my last entries. I have achieved half of what I wrote 2 entries back and still working on the other half. I hope I will still have another 30 years tho..
My feelings about moving to another city this time around is weird. Now I miss my hubby and his handiness (however limited they were) around the house, a companion and just plain having dinner with someone. I hope that one day he will be able to join me. Till then I will have the wine section in the grocery store to keep the cold nights at bay. (From where I am from, TN, you can only get wine at liquor store)
I wish I have more pictures to post but with so many things going on the last few weeks, I can't remember where I keep the camera. I will find it one of these days.
Friday, October 19, 2007
Thanks But Just Leave Me Alone
When I am tired of myself, my lousy situation and predicament, it doesn't help to remind of it to me again. And if you must, you really don't need to repeat it 3 times within a 5mins conversation.
Let me give you an example. Take for instance, someone that eats for comfort when depressed. And when that someone finally look up in the mirror and find herself fat she gets more depressed and hence eat more. All the while people with good intentions tells her she is fat and depresses her more and leads to more eating and the cycle continues. Finally one day she said to herself that she had enough and tries to get her act together. And while trying to get better, those people with good intentions tries to encourage her by reminding her how fat and ugly she was just in case she forgot. I classify these people as blamers because all they could think of is blaming the girl for not taking care of herself. At this point I just want to say to blamers thanks a lot but you just freaking makes the girl want to eat more now. End of story.
Much More Done In A Week Than 2 Years

What a week I've had. The biggest news is I might be back in the game! I mean job. In 2 days I drove from Cleveland TN to Greenville SC for an interview and has gotten positive reviews and a verbal offer. I am still waiting for the confirmation email though and yeah I cheat a little, I used to work there and the guy that hires me back was once my boss and we went to college together.
The not so good news is we can't stand each other as friends but do quite well working together. But what the hell I am back into the work force. Funny thing, after 2 years hiatus, I may be forgetting how to talk and verbalize my thought coherently. So a lot of things lay in my future, work my butt off to show my worth, lose 50lbs and lead an healthier lifestyle, get my thoughts/act together so that I actually look like someone with a life and not hiding in my own cave.
I think I have been to the mall more than 6 times in a mere few days. Hubby's cousin came for a visit for fall break and I had no idea where to take her, hence we frequent the mall. Not that there were a lot of stuff happening in a small town mall but it got us out of the house. Hubby should have taken a day off to take us somewhere and didn't. So YOUR FAULT!
Friday, October 12, 2007
Coming Out of Darkness
Today I am going to change. First of all, I want to announce that I finally finished reading East of Eden from John Steinbeck. I had to stayed up till 4am because I refused to leave only a few pages for the next day. Its just a few pages, a few pages to go... haha
And I went to the mall today and got a $5 scarf.. more like a head bandanna from BR and a few $2 socks. I am cheap. But I am happy to find good deals. Ahh... simple things in life.
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Reflections
I turned 30 a few months ago. That day itself was not exciting, nor has it been for a long time. I don't quite remember having a great birthday. I did have a few good ones when I was a teenager because my first boyfriend made a big fuss out of it. Ah... good old puppy love. Other than that, I was either alone or got angry because that someone dear was not keen of it. But I do have some really good friends who would always remember the day and send me greetings wherever I am in the world even though I haven't seen them in years.
Seeing of where I am now and looking back of where I was, I am no where near where I want to be. The day I turned 30 I am not proud of myself, I have lots of regrets and frustrations and I owe a lot to a few people. I had stopped in time and didn't move forward for almost 2 years and I am out of contacts with outside world. I went to staples and post office yesterday and didn't know how to make copies and post mails. I was close to tears and I didn't know how to go forward and improve. I am at this very dark place and I am afraid. And I have days when I am at this dark place.
But at 30, I have sincere friends and a supportive husband even though we had ups and really low downs. I am just learning how to not be influence by my mother's approval and lack of it. I had hopes that I will one day score in an interview and get hired, be able to afford mortgage and have babies, and still have time to do craft and read all the books a person should read before I die and to travel the world and not stuck in tourist traps. I also hope that I can repay everyone that has been good to me and take care of my mom and make her proud. This is my bright place to counter the dark. And I try to hold on to it for however long I can till I achieve all I hope.
And I hope I will have another 30 years.
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
I Am Afraid I Have Killed My Desert Rose
During my idleness I saw my desert rose branches went limp. I thought maybe they needed water. So I watered them thoroughly and was quite please with myself.
A few hours later, the perfectionist in me started to want to prune the plant. And I started with the longest branch. I didn't have to do much cutting, the branch broke out by it self quite voluntarily revealing a dark brown soggy texture. I poked at it and the cutting dripped water!
My first thought, STRANGE, and on second thought, THIS IS NOT RIGHT. So I googled about desert rose and found out that I have a root rot.
I tried to save the plant or I think I tried to save the plant. I cut off the section below the soggy area where the branch used to be and saw the darken part covered almost half of the trunk. I cut down more to get the rot off and I cut and I poked and I scraped. And the rot went all the way down to one of the root. Well, long story cut short, the picture on the right showed what's left of my once blooming beautiful desert rose.
Ohhhh... why can't I leave the plant alone and not water them. I know that its a succulent plant. But the soil was dry and so I watered. I've killed my plant.
I Am Afraid I Have Killed My Desert Rose
During my idleness I saw my desert rose branches went limp. I thought maybe they needed water. So I watered them thoroughly and was quite please with myself.
A few hours later, the perfectionist in me started to want to prune the plant. And I started with the longest branch. I didn't have to do much cutting, the branch broke out by it self quite voluntarily revealing a dark brown soggy texture. I poked at it and the cutting dripped water!
My first thought, STRANGE, and on second thought, THIS IS NOT RIGHT. So I googled about desert rose and found out that I have a root rot.
I tried to save the plant or I think I tried to save the plant. I cut off the section below the soggy area where the branch used to be and saw the darken part covered almost half of the trunk. I cut down more to get the rot off and I cut and I poked and I scraped. And the rot went all the way down to one of the root. Well, long story cut short, the picture on the right showed what's left of my once blooming beautiful desert rose.
Ohhhh... why can't I leave the plant alone and not water them. I know that its a succulent plant. But the soil was dry and so I watered. I've killed my plant.
Monday, October 08, 2007
Idleness
I have however, stood staring out the window and saw stormy sky.
Stood in my balcony and saw that I have a lot of chillies on my chilli plant.
My rosemary, spearmint, peppermint, sage, paisley and lemon balm are due for a harvest.
And reminds me that everything around me are growing, moving and producing... when will be my turn?
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Chinese Lyrics

Oh I grew up in the 90s in Asia and I LOVE chinese pop music. But I can't read a single chinese characters and I remember the times when I propped in front of a cassette player with my favorite chinese tape, pressing stop and play, stop and play every few seconds to translate these chinese songs into pin yin (hey, I was kid.. not a cool one.. I know I know). So I live in a household full of people that reads chinese and brother and I were the only 2 yellow bananas and nobody seems interested to help.
ANYWAY... internet is a good thing, and good friend that can't read chinese and are interested in chinese music is a better thing. My bestest bff (LOL) Zakiya found this!
Faye Wong - Love Letter For Self lyrics
(CANTONESE PRONOUNCIATION)
ceng but you fui sam
lei ya huey yao yan dou gei
lai yong mong dou tai gou
ying dai dei ji yao ji gei...
I will be singing in the shower tonight....
Ravelry
Ravelry
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Vintage, Antique and Estate Sale
This is the definition from wikipedia..
"An estate sale is a type of garage sale, yard sale or auction to dispose of the majority of the materials owned by a person who is deceased or will be moving."
Ekkk... from a person who is deceased? hmm.. felt kinda bad and guilty and not to mention the thought of ghosts! Who am I kidding, antiques and vintage has to belong to someone, and someone or anyone will pass sooner or later. Do I still want to go to estate sale? No... kinda. Do I still find the antique and vintage jewelry pretty? Yes.
Monday, October 01, 2007
Bamboo Adventure
Bamboo Adventure
A Little Bounty From The Garden...
A Little Bounty From The Garden...
Saturday, September 29, 2007
To be or not to be....
So! If you have been directed to http://stephanielam.blogspot.com/, which is this blog from my All Things Knit and Green, same principle here. I can't decide which blog name to use!
Link
http://stephanielam.blogspot.com/
And again, welcome to my blog.
Stephanie Lam
Friday, September 28, 2007
Reading
While staring out the window this morning, I saw roots are sprouting from the rosemary cuttings that has been sitting in a glass of water. How amazing! I trimmed down my rosemary and thought the clippings looked fresh and nice. I placed them in a glass of water and didn't know they would live! I will probably find a pot somewhere and plant them. More rosemary pork chops for dinner!
New shades
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Sick
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Myself, Present.
Sometimes I take a step back from life and I realise that I’ve been running in Survival Mode.
Doing as little as possible to get through each day.
Holding back. Hesitating. Preserving.
Waiting for something. Don’t know what.
Just SOMETHING.
The days pass. The seasons change. The years slip away.
And you are no closer to your dreams. No closer to the kind of person you wanted to be.
And that tragic word. Regret. That word you’re not supposed to use these days.
Yet it’s there.
It eats and consumes your heart.
Body panics. Mind is paralysed.
Don’t know what to do.
So you continue to wait.
From Karen Cheng's Snippets of Life Panic 4/19/06
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Shh... can't tell anyone...
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Blog: Tip of an Iceberg
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Montego Bay Scarf
I have recently finished the Montego Bay Scarf from Interweave Knits Summer 07. I used about 3 1/2 skeins of Debbie Bliss Cathay yarn in light pink. I might have made a mistake of blocking the scarf as it is now too long and the yarn has less bounce to it. But it still feel soft and luxurious against my skin.
Montego Bay Scarf
I have recently finished the Montego Bay Scarf from Interweave Knits Summer 07. I used about 3 1/2 skeins of Debbie Bliss Cathay yarn in light pink. I might have made a mistake of blocking the scarf as it is now too long and the yarn has less bounce to it. But it still feel soft and luxurious against my skin.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Chai Kuih
Chai Kuih, vegetable dumplings can be found from any night market in Malaysia. The main ingredients are well… vegetables, jicama to be exact. A recent trip to Atlanta asian grocery store I have managed to find some jicama (sar kok) and this is my second attempt of reproducing the taste of Malaysia in my Tennessee home. Oh this is my first attempt to write recipe so bear with me if something is not clear.
Ingredients:
Fillings:
1 jicama, julienne
3-4 tbsp dried shrimp, soak for a few minutes, drained and minced
3-4 tbsp ground pork (marinated with salt, soy sauce, oyster sauce and sesame oil, optional)
1-2 gloves of garlic, minced
2 tbsp oil
soy sauce, white pepper, salt
Dumpling skin:
I obtain this recipe from Lily’s Wai Sek Hong Chive Dumplings. Please refer to her site if you need detail instructions.
1 1/4 cups wheat starch/tung mein fun
1/4 cup tapioca flour
1/2 tsp salt
1 cup boiling water
1 tsp vegetable oil
To prepare the fillings:
1. Stir fry garlic and dried shrimp for a few minutes until fragrant. Add ground pork and stir fry for a few more minutes.
2. Add jicama and stir fry for about 10mins in medium heat. The jicama should be a little crunchy and not soft. At this point, add salt, white pepper, soy sauce and oyster sauce to taste. Turn off heat and let cool while preparing the dumpling skin.
To make Dumpling skin:
Please refer to Lily’s Wai Sek Hong Chive Dumplings .
Fill jicama fillings into the dumpling skin. Be careful of not touching the dumpling openings with oil as the dumplings will not stick close during the steaming process. Place the dumplings about 1 1/2 inch apart in a well oiled pan/plate and steam for 7-8 mins at high heat. (I steamed 6 - 7 dumplings per batch) . After steaming, drizzle a few drops of olive oil on the dumplings to prevent them from sticking together.
Modified Forecast Sweater
I started on the modified version on the Forecast sweater from knitty.com. So far so good. But now I am thinking maybe a little bobbles will make the sweater more interesting. Don't feel like frogging so I will continue with the body. I have been using a worsted weight yarn I got on sale from red needle yarn few months back. I believe the name of the yarn was Colorado.
Modified Forecast Sweater
I started on the modified version on the Forecast sweater from knitty.com. So far so good. But now I am thinking maybe a little bobbles will make the sweater more interesting. Don't feel like frogging so I will continue with the body. I have been using a worsted weight yarn I got on sale from red needle yarn few months back. I believe the name of the yarn was Colorado.
Desert Rose
Recently I went to Lowe’s and got myself a pot of Desert Rose. At the time there were a few buds and 1 bloom. The roots were a little soft to the touch but I simple can’t resist the flower blooming potential. So I took a chance. And I am glad that I did. See how it bloomed in just one week. I watered it a few times and the roots became strong again. I am very please with this purchase.
Desert Rose
Recently I went to Lowe’s and got myself a pot of Desert Rose. At the time there were a few buds and 1 bloom. The roots were a little soft to the touch but I simple can’t resist the flower blooming potential. So I took a chance. And I am glad that I did. See how it bloomed in just one week. I watered it a few times and the roots became strong again. I am very please with this purchase.
Hello World Again!
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Happy Chinese New Year! Oink Oink
Confetti fireworks and people gathering around the lion dance. I couldn't see it in the pic. They must have dodged down when camera decided it was time to 'click'.
The lion dance band. (4 red sticks and the guy behind it. I think he was beating on the drum.)
Wet and soggy streets with used fireworks. The confetti was great in the air, not so on the ground.
And of course, after the lion dance we have to get down to business. A visit to the temples! In every part of the world, temple is a main destination during first day of new year. Its dangerous too. Over-zealous Buddhists trying to get the first blessing walking around with burning incense sticks.. oh boy. I believe my husband has a scar in between his 2 eyebrows to show for it. We quickly get our praying done, including me asking for new year predictions (chim) for the year in general and work. I wanted to get one for hubby but it was no time for doing things on my sweet time as people are waiting for my kneeling spot. So off we went to another temple on Central St. There was a line to go in there but it was far more efficient than the previous one and we went in and out in about 5mins with the line and got a red packets each from the monk. Pretty smooth sailing, all except the two women behind me trying to push me out of their way. I wonder what's the rush... the line to free vegetarian food? I didn't stay long enough to find out. :)
The front of the temple. Its not respectful to take pics in the temple so I refrained.
Chinese New Year Eve Dinner
Scallion and Ginger Frog Leg, by far the best dish among all!
Of course, the regular staple like fish and chicken were present too but that fades into the background blissfully.. haha. I am a happy girl!
Chinese New Year Eve Dinner
Scallion and Ginger Frog Leg, by far the best dish among all!
Of course, the regular staple like fish and chicken were present too but that fades into the background blissfully.. haha. I am a happy girl!
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Happy New Year!!
ps. I would like to wish my hubby, family and friends a very exciting and fulfilling new year. Happy 2007!!